the—pleiades said: I can’t do spicy foods either like at all not even a little and I got my nipples pierced and it didn’t hurt. Go for it!

thank you. this has been encouraging. my body may be ready now

Jul 25 0:15 with 1 note
Anonymous: even numbered questtions ay

2. a picture of me

i can’t take a pic of me now cos i haven’t showered in like 4 days, so all i got’s a pic of me on my way to this lagoon/beach place in miami 2 weeks ago all puffy green-cheeked (my arms and shoulders are rlly bony when the rest of me is pretty average to chubs rn, yeah i gained like 10 lbs since summer’s started and i kinda hate my thighs rn and hate feeling curvy and feel grotesque/body rant over)
4. last time i cried and why

this morning i woke up and the thought of my going to boarding school just randomly popped into my head and leaving my parents, and even though we fight and make each other miserable, and it’s for the better, like the thought of being on my own, like a rolling stone, it just brings tears to these eyes man… i know, like for a fact, the separation anxiety is coming on, was my next thought and then i found myself glad about the new obstacles cos like i’m only happen when it rains. but just cos i like to feel the burn of being aliiive thru pain, and although i know i’ll have new pains just like in the complexities of my LIFE, but it’s like just throw some more in the pain stew! am i right
6. favorite band

8. top 5 (insert subject)food-in no particular order

1) lasagna

2) mint chocolate chip(recently i discovered butter pecan and pistachio too which have changed me for the better) ice cream(i stopped being a vegan btw)

3) mac and cheese with expensive cheeses melted into it

4) tom ka gai soup (this thai soup of sour coconut milk and chicken and mushrooms)

5) banana milkshake (which i tried recently in this rlly loud cuban restaurant that was like a diner in miami and i ate a fried steak, you should try it, to make, you need 1 banana, 1 vanilla ice cream for shaking)

10. biggest turn on(s)

-be tall w/ broad shoulders

-outdo me w/ your testosterone

-be jerry cantrell or alexander skarsgard

-long hair

-sex eyes

-is moody so will understand me. and the moods

-likes good rock music

-is agnostic-sees how is the only logically plausible belief/will be open to talking about beliefs and stuffs

-is not wildly self destructive cos that sucks

-doesn’t listen solely for the purpose of talking, to like an annoying extent. i can’t live like tht man

-is either talented at art or engineering(trying to maintain those genetics 4 this planet)
12. ideas of a perfect date

good vibes, laughing, he not arrogant
14. piercings i want

don’t think i want any. nipples would be badass but ow and i have a low pain tolerance, i can’t even do spicy food

16. favorite movie(s)

ok woooow i added the s cos i’m an indecisive, so this isn’t all cuz ain’t nobody got time, but

-stand by me(made me cry today)(WAIT, that was the last time i cried, not this morning, damn)


-the curious case of bejamin button

-the black swan

-spirited away

-the virgin suicides

-marie antoinette

-seven brides for seven brothers

-the secret of nymm

-requiem for a dream(even though it depressed the shit out of me w/ the amphetamine problems)(i am a goose of the same color)(i, too, have had amphetamine probs cuz i been on adhd meds since grade 4 and body issues and control and years of no laughter adderall days and starvation and psychotic shit, and yeah)

-natural born killers

-reservoir dogs

-a river runs through it


-max and mary


-the aquatic life of mr. zissou

-moonrise kingdom

-rear window

-coffee and cigarettes

-what’s eating gilbert grape

-barefoot in the park

-life in a day

-hit so hard

-magic trip




-the grand budapest hotel

-the endless summer

-little birds


-les triplettes de belville

-annie hall

-tinker bell and the great fairy rescue(tinker bell and the pixie hollow world and neverland was like my savior from depression all thru elementary school, like books and the online game, and yeah i still love)

-cutie and the boxer

-single white female

-7 plus seven (the whole up series)


-the emporer’s new groove(did you kno yzma is eartha kit)

-boys don’t cry

-good will hunting(i watched today, and matt damon kinda sucks but robin williams carried it thru so he doesn’t suck for hiring robin williams for the part)


-the graduate

-midnight cowboy

-the darjeeling limited

-the pianist(oh my god)(i’m also in love with adrien brody)

-party monster

-tropical rainforest:IMAX

-breakfast at tiffany’s

-moonstruck(i’m Also in love with nicholas cage oh my god the scene in this where he’s in the butcher shop oh my god)

-children of the corn


-jiro dreams of sushi

-anthony bourdain (show, but you should watch, yes you,-looks straight into camera and breaks down fourth wall)

-midnight in paris

-lost in translation

-forrest gump (even though ive seen so many times)

-my girl

-the blair witch project(even tho it kinda depressed me cuz their distress vibes)

-pet sematary

-kick ass

-the godfather

-the death of a salesman

-manhattan(even tho woody allen is a self absorbed pedophile in all his works and real life relationships contrasting his personality with neonate childlike women)

-the sound of music

-inglorious basterds(favfav)

-sword in the stone

-fox and the hound

-city of ember(one of my fav books)

-dark side of the sun

-dark side of the moon(pink floyd doc on the album which like is so ingrained into me, those sounds and feels and memory tones, like the biggest revelation time in my life)

yeah that’s all i can think of for now yeah

18. phobia

just 1? the most constant one is probs agoraphobia cuz i’m always aware of my spatial surroundings and more than often feel threatened and uncomfortable

20. anything you want to ask

ask who?? ohhh the person that sent this is like an open ask, ok so i say nothing here

goodnight moons, thank you

Jul 24 23:50 with 6 notes

1. the meaning behind my url
2. a picture of me
3. tattoos i have
4. last time i cried and why
5. piercings i have
6. favorite band
7. biggest turn off(s)
8. top 5 (insert subject)
9. tattoos i want
10. biggest turn on(s)
11. age
12. ideas of a perfect date
13. life goal(s)
14. piercings i want
15. relationship status
16. favorite movie
17. a fact about my life
18. phobia
19. middle name
20. anything you want to ask

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Jul 24 21:50 with 180,055 notes

yeah i just found this (not me doing an advertisement) (no sarcasm in that)

Jul 24 21:35 with 1 note
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